perhaps this skin shall remain as it is after months. i hope. hakim'll get so irritated when i wanna show him my new skin. haha. then he'll go like "why're you always changing the skin? TSK"
haha. so cute.
i kinda miss him. sigh. all the happy thoughts of leaving us without a brother are so wrong. it's a lot more quieter in the house. but it's not like home anymore. the noise level just seems so wrong, so different. without being hit or stared at for one day that's been gone for like years seems so difficult to get along with. one day without being hurt or moved so much seems to have left my life. yeahh.
and so we'll only spend our weekends together. and he'll be busy doing his work on saturdays, and go for religious class on sunday morning. then we'll most probably go out in the afternoon. then when we reach home, he'll get his homeworks all ready, settle his packing up. then he'll leave at night. hehh.
seriously, i cant believe myself in that situation, when i just have to be kept locked up in school till friday evening, from sunday night. he's still not able to survive there.


i shall try my very best to keep this entry as cheerful as possible(:
school was boring today. ms goh came in late for class. but the lit lesson for one period was exciting(: i was a policeman in the act of CID. hehh. and i was a nice one, who holds on to the arms of christopher's father, not according to the story, at all. HAHA :D was late for malay class. and we took ages from my class to the other block. sigh. i really miss my past class, having had to shift to this G block :/
anyway, got into class and started on our class test, which surprisingly was compo. haha. it was so strange that when i started to hold on to my pink pencil, everything just came to me so suddenly. haha. i was struggling for the 3rd point. but i got it(:
almost slept in class after finished writing the compo. most of them were sleeping. yeahh.

the kaya bun was perfect today(:

then went gym. and left for home.
still didnt get mortal anything. haha. probably saturday.
and i WILL keep my word(: